We're all human

Oh poop on it any way. Calm weekend, even calmer Monday. Slightly depressing but nothing I'm not used to. I like this Coldplay song.

One... two...
Steal my heart... and hold my tongue
I feel my time... my time has come
Let me in... unlock the door
I never felt this way before

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know which way I've come

Hold my head... inside your hands
I need someone... who understands
I need someone... someone who hears
For you I've waited all these years

For you I'd wait... 'Til Kingdom Come
Until my day... my day is done
and say you'll come... and set me free
just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me

In your tears... and in your blood
In your fire... and in your flood
I hear you laugh... I heard you sing
I wouldn't change a single thing

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know what I've become

For you I'd wait... 'Til kingdom come
Until my days... my days are done
Say you'll come... and set me free
Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me

Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait... you'll wait for me
-Kingdom Come; Album x&y

Dreams, dreams..better then night mares. I need a car and to get the Jeep in order. I need to get packed, cauce I'm moving folks, that's right. I hope I can move on the 1st but we will see...financially. Gotta tell mom and pops too. I'm going to boo myself some where.

ve erased all the posts with the evil comments. Let's all be adults now. I have one thing left to say and I can say it because it's my blog.
Tiffany as far as you not "bending over backwards for friends because of your career." I remember when you had no one but your family. I took you out whenever possible and introduced you to my friends. Of which I might add that you never seemed to really like anyway. But I did, and we all became a part of eachothers worlds. Believe it or not, you did become friends with my friends, and some of them thought so too. Don't tell me it's not just as easy for you to pick up a phone and call any of these people just to see how they are doing. Every time I have seen you in the past few months I was always sure to let you know what my plans were for the night or weekend, and invited you and Vinny along. I do although recall that one time at my cookout but I will not go there. Never once have you called to invite me along on any of your adventures. Hell in the past few months at your apt. you never even invited me upstairs. If spending time with some one doesn't make up a big part of a friendship then please tell me what does.
I know you guys are moving, and all of us know that that will be just that. You'll fade away and forget the people that were there for you. But I do want you to close your eyes for a second....picture your wedding day, or Christmas 2009, or having a baby (thought you'd get a laugh out of that)...think about the friends that you want to share those events with. Do you see me, or Kelly, or George, or Mel, or Alan, or even your own brother in any of this. The people we choose to share these memories with are the ones that I call friends. What defines a friend to you?
A friend to me...simply put...is some one who is never too busy to stop and ask another how they are.

If anyone is interested in a single bedroom apt. It's on a nice street in Wilkes-Barre. The rent is around $400 (mel?), that includes heat and water. It's on the third floor. The landlord (the one and only beautiful Melany) lives on the first and second floor. She is a great person to live above. She never complains and always shares her good cooking. E mail me if your interested,

the game show this morning "The Price is Right." My word, they still actually record this show. I realized it takes a pretty specific person to go to that show and be in the audience. Every one of them were like ecstatic zombies. It was so wired that I couldn't turn away from it. Ever more so was that I took the initiative to write down the address to send out for tickets!! Any one want to go with me? We could hang out with good ole Bob Barker. Honestly, if you get the wonderful opportunity to catch the show one of these days, check it out. It amused me to no end.

I ran into a person this weekend that I thought was just a figment of my imagination. It made me uncomfortable but my better judgment came over my "what the hell is going on" thing and I blew it off. At least I made it look that way. I had to carry the thought of him around will me all day yesterday. I know I did the right thing. I just wish I had the balls to ask him what the hell he thought he was doing walking around giving me those eyes all night. I was with my boy friend for Christ sake, which he personally knows. Yuck, makes my belly hurt.

Anyway, it was a good weekend. As always, I love my friends, they make it easier for me to let out the shit that makes me crazy. Back to Trevor, bye.